May 28, 2015, 2 1/2 year mark
To my dear, sweet Emma,
Hard to know where to begin. I guess with I love you with all that I am. Missing you, wanting to hold you, hear you laugh, just be around the magic that is you leaves a hole in my heart, in my life. No matter where I go, what I do, there is always something to remind me of you, an aura of things gone terribly wrong.
Our family is not complete, it is an unfinished circle that slowly allows memories to trickle from it into an empty space - the space you once filled. You are a part of us just as we are a part of you. We will never be the same. No sunset will ever look the same, nor will the first snowfall or the early fallen leaves. I must redefine life without you and I do not want to. We WILL find each other.